I'm gonna miss you Fanni !!

But you know there is no place like Uni, it's the best. I have some bad feelings that it's gonna be finished sooner that i think, i just feel depressed. Fanni is the first place that really really makes me happy... 
I really don't want to graduate, but i really like the graduate hat :D

Music Life

I've always loved music since I was little kid. 
In the past few years I was a little shy kid that always mutter to himself and didn't talk much! 
I always listened to music when I was alone, and most of the time with headphone. And I loved to play it loud so my favorite things was Hi-Fi systems and how to connect more speakers to just one amplifier!
My father is a retailer, especially home appliances so I always insisted to go to his store and played with new systems. When some costumers wanted to buy a new entertainment system, it was my turn!
I set the system and put what I want and made it as loud as possible that no one can hear anything except the music that I wanted to listen!

I like almost every kind of music genre. You know, it depends on your mood. For example I love rock and some kind of metal but when I want to be relax and calm myself down and just want to distract myself to not think I can't listen rock 'cause rock is not for this mood rather than trance. And I love both of them and I can't tell you which one more because sometimes I'm turn to be moody and it is hard to choose!
I've just get familiar with kind of genre like metal, alternative rock, traditional, country and jazz but I like them all and I listen the every one!
I have quite a archive of Iranian and other world singer. Most if them are american or British, for example Anathema, Pink Floyd, Eminem, Rihanna, Opeth and some other stuff. I've just bought a new professional Sennheiser head phone and I JUST love it. I can listen to music all around the city when I'm walking, waiting for bus, in train, in taxi, especially when I exercise. it's prefect for exercising, it's just awesome but I have kind of problem with my cellphone. I can't upload anything, iTunes is stuck and it's going to get on my nervous!:(
So I can just listen to my old music in my iPod again and again !! :\
Had I known concert would be so good, I would have not any doubt to go concert.
Last year Behnaz, Soroush's cousin told us that Sirvan Khosravi was going to be in concert in Tehran. It was my first time that I wanted to go his concert and I didn't have any idea about his performing. Finally we decided to go and we bought the tickets from internet so easily. The concert took place at Tehran International Exhibition hall. When we went there we get in line which has about 100 deep. We were in car and we were waiting to get head of the line :D 
We snagged the spot in parking lot and jumped out of the car and got in line again, not a car line though!
It was a beautiful night, there were so many fantasy girls and I was single and I did nothing!!!
I really hate myself sometimes :@
There were two bouncers that checked our tickets and let us pass counter. I was starving, I had hadn't lunch before and so we grabbed a bite to eat at the fast-food section. While we were waiting for concert to began, Behnaz saw that few people hold some flashlights that you have to hit it to start shining so you can move it in show when they turn of the lights. So we bought one for each and went through main hall while I was still hungry :|
The show wasn't started and the hall was going to fill up. Our seats was close enough to the stage, we were 4th columns just beside the VIP's roped section where reserved for invited guests. We suddenly know that the seats were for famous artists and they were coming with their wife, husband, girlfriend and also with his or her mother. Ehsan Khaje Amiri with his wife came to hall and all the people stood up and started to cheer, Xaniar Khosravi with his girlfriend came too. Some asters also came. When we were taking pics from each other we heard applause again and we didn't find out what it is for. We were searching for famous person and we didn't see him. I suddenly saw some long hair man was holding his hands up on his head and was sending kiss to people that stood and was cheering him. We asked some people who were cheering for him and non of them knew him, so we got confused and we thought it was just and act he was not a famous person. After the concert we finally found out that he was Kaveh Yaqmaie Iranian songwriter and musician. After a while the bouncers shot there door and everyone waited for opening act, and they came out onto the stage and everyone stood up and were cheering so hard. Die-hard fans started to shout and they were saying "sir1 , sir1, sir 1" so loud that you couldn't even here yourself! The band started to sing a song so every body sat and were dancing on their chair and there were full of happy campers. The night was so beautiful and I just love it.

My Sweat Dreams
Now i'm here at the middle of my 21. I'm sitting at the balcony under the rainy sky when every one is asleep and my tea cop is still hot!
I've not find out where i am going yet, what is my goal! 
I brave the element now to find out these stuff in my life. what a nice expect i have!
Life is going to be more complicated that I've ever imagine and i really don't have any idea what kind of person i would like be!
I always wanted to go higher to reach my dreams, my sweat dreams. I always wanted to be a person that every one loves, to be a boy that every one admires him, every where people points at him and say " what a good guy ". It doesn't matter where i came from, what is my nationality, who is my family, what is my religious belief. Every one love Navid with no strings attached!
I know it is unaccustomed for more people, it is hardship to most of us to see that someone else is better than us, but why?! Who are we?? Are we human? Do we want freedom?  Do we want justice?  Do we want peace? 
I'm talking to you from Middle East, from the country that most of people all around the word is going to hate, they're going to abandon us. we are going to be refugee from world!
It is not fair, really not fair! :(
We need technology, we need to be updated, we need to communicate with people in other countries, we need to be seen.
we need to be loved!
Do you know how hard it is for me to upload only this simple words? Do you know i have to pass so many filters from government and the sites server!
Do you know how hard it is for us to not find the name of our country in so many sites? But why? 
I don't know is there any chance of war by the next years around us. I'm so scared, i don't like see thousands of dead body in my country again! 
We've not had a world without war since 3000 BC, it's enough, isn't it? 
Wanting peace is more gallant that being dead in front, i don't want to mutter an oath under my breath when i was shot!
So Let's put something on and get unwind, we have so many reason to be more happy. I wasn't a prodigy child and i'm not from aristocratic but i have world as much as them and i have right to laugh!
I really miss to camp out in beach, hang out with catchy girls and of course not to get hassle by cops, i'm passionate in this kind of adventure life, it is my sweat dream!