My Sweat Dreams
Now i'm here at the middle of my 21. I'm sitting at the balcony under the rainy sky when every one is asleep and my tea cop is still hot!
I've not find out where i am going yet, what is my goal! 
I brave the element now to find out these stuff in my life. what a nice expect i have!
Life is going to be more complicated that I've ever imagine and i really don't have any idea what kind of person i would like be!
I always wanted to go higher to reach my dreams, my sweat dreams. I always wanted to be a person that every one loves, to be a boy that every one admires him, every where people points at him and say " what a good guy ". It doesn't matter where i came from, what is my nationality, who is my family, what is my religious belief. Every one love Navid with no strings attached!
I know it is unaccustomed for more people, it is hardship to most of us to see that someone else is better than us, but why?! Who are we?? Are we human? Do we want freedom?  Do we want justice?  Do we want peace? 
I'm talking to you from Middle East, from the country that most of people all around the word is going to hate, they're going to abandon us. we are going to be refugee from world!
It is not fair, really not fair! :(
We need technology, we need to be updated, we need to communicate with people in other countries, we need to be seen.
we need to be loved!
Do you know how hard it is for me to upload only this simple words? Do you know i have to pass so many filters from government and the sites server!
Do you know how hard it is for us to not find the name of our country in so many sites? But why? 
I don't know is there any chance of war by the next years around us. I'm so scared, i don't like see thousands of dead body in my country again! 
We've not had a world without war since 3000 BC, it's enough, isn't it? 
Wanting peace is more gallant that being dead in front, i don't want to mutter an oath under my breath when i was shot!
So Let's put something on and get unwind, we have so many reason to be more happy. I wasn't a prodigy child and i'm not from aristocratic but i have world as much as them and i have right to laugh!
I really miss to camp out in beach, hang out with catchy girls and of course not to get hassle by cops, i'm passionate in this kind of adventure life, it is my sweat dream!